Writings

Detail, from Five Scrolls of Indigo Waves Containing Writings of The Connection of Water -2001

Five Scrolls of Poems About Water by Caroline Greenwald


Scroll #1  Poem # 4

The Typhoon Rains are upon us again, however this time it is colder.
I leave my studio to walk alone in the rain along side the river, the Tama Gawa.
It is so gray and milk with coffee colored right now.
The gravel from the mountains is almost black in contrast.
I find myself pausing to stare and stare and stare at the water
While my clothes are quietly soaking.
The places where we sat and lay in the sun
And by moon or in the mist of evening are under water now.
I see a new image of the river and turn homeward to my studio to draw it
And to write you this poem.

Tokyo
1984

Scroll # 2 Poem #1

Though I’ve been on the river for several hours, the mist of morning still clings to the water.

Long slender shapes appear, gliding in the distance.
The shapes become closer, the boat advances, the air clears revealing Cranes,
Wings stretched in flight, gliding low, exploring vegetation, they eat, they wait,
And as the boat comes along side, rise up becoming companions to the voyage.

Sun transforms the river,  Noise bursts forth along the shores.
Deep in the thick green banks giant carp excitedly slap and splash,
Thrashing their bodies through the narrow reeds, joining the procession.
Graceful cranes, primal isolation, solitude of morning, the delicate colors,
Thin lines of bending reeds, leaping animated carp,
I continue to languidly paddle the canoe along the Wisconsin River in awe of this land
knowing that someday I will get to Japan to see the real thing.

The Wisconsin River
August 1979

Scroll #2 Poem #2

I pull my black coat tighter as the stone walls are becoming colder.
Dusk settles upon the city, icy drafts ply back and forth as the music begins
To stir images from inside me.
I close my eyes to listen to the delicate sounds like glittering snow filtering downward
Across a black net work of tree branches.
I feel the same cold and know the memory of this river at this time of day.
I see the eagles in the distance, whisping white snow off pine boughs as they glide
Over the black woods across the gray, gray pale blue of the river.
The notes of Sonate en Remajeur KV 576 are like the falling clots, the clumps of snow
Brushed off the pine branches by the wing tips of these great birds.

The change in the tempo of the music reflects the change in the light on the river
As the clouds shift and move across the sun to obscure the warmth.
Suddenly I recall the exquisite pain of all this clear cold beauty of that late afternoon.
It was my birthday the 30th of January and I was walking through the snow and ice and the
frozen sand of the river’s shore.
I was saying good bye to my land, to the white ovals frozen over the boot foot prints of
someone who walked here before me.
Saying good bye to the tiny red buds, the purple blues, the browns, the rich blacks, the
blues and the whites of these snows, the poetry of these snows.
I recall returning to Madison, skimming along the curving black line of highway
Around the glacial hills south of Sauk City and starting to cry and then sob
From all this exquisite beauty and the wrenching pain of saying goodbye to the land
Which has nourished my eye, provided poetry to my life.
I was moving to Japan in just 14 days and crying, trying to see through the snow fall
That had become a blizzard.

Now I am in Paris at dusk weeping again from the memory of the images
that the music recalled.
I am returning, moving back to my land, in yet another 14 days and soon my eye
Will again travel across the whites of the snows.
What grandeur it is to depart from this place, with this Mozart, and to be going home.

Paris
December 1988

Scroll #3 Poem #2

I lay between hummocks of marsh grasses by the lake down the hill

Holding on to the long gray beige strands of late November,

their long thin lines caught in the wind waves

cut the white winter sun into flakes of glinting mica.

Lulled by the grass rhythms, I sleep.   Blots of blue black clouds

Chill me into motion.

I turn toward a thatched cave of grass, tips wined tight together

Crawl, burrow, wedge into this elongated fibrous cover

To wait for Spring.

Madson, Wisconsin, November 1973

Scroll #3 Poem #3

I feel a slowly ebbing tide

Pulling me onward as my legs

Keep running rapidly thr0ugh the water.

I feel such strength, an eagerness to get on with life

Returning to my limbs.

The heart quickens at the thought of the exhilarating chase

About to be embarked upon.

Racing with the wind and winning must feel like this

And yet I am still at the same address

Having only just moved a few

Heavy responsibilities off my lists to accomplish

Before I soar into the sky

and alight a third way around the world, in Japan.

Madison, Wisconsin, December 29, 1982

Scroll #4 Poem #1

I find this moment on this water as I am crossing on a ferry boat

Is like my memory of crossing the Sea between Hokaido and Honshu.

My sketches of the light and the horizon line are the same in both places

As best I can recall.

These islands scattered about the water are exactly like the islands

In the Inland Sea of Japan.

But the temples and the shrines of the Japanese, who seem unable to leave

Their land unadorned, are missing from these islands.

Then too, the pine trees that on Japanese islands are trimmed,

They do look identical to the Blue Willow China plate pine trees, aren’t here either.

Here the pines on these Canadian Islands stand upright, straight and strong.

Are the trees different in their shape and growth because of the geography

Of the wind and the weather of the tampering of man?

The expanse of water is vast.  The colors of the blues are lovely.

A long strand of ducks fly by in a perfect formation,

Closer to the water than I would expect.

Between Tobermory and South Bay Mouth

Manitoulin Island, Ontario, Canada

Sepember 1992

Scroll #4 Poem #2

Having gone over the walls,

The edges of the windows

And the slits around the doors

To seal, to check, to stop

The sleek blue drafts of air

The ice cold lines of frigid blue

And the black silvers seeping into my space

I now rest with the music from the radio and the pleasure of the afternoon sky

Watching blue purple clouds passing over the white yellow sun

Moving from East to West.

The whites of snow and the russets of the old oak leaves,

Still attached, are dancing in the tree tops.

Madison, Wisconsin studio, December 28, 1980

Scroll #4 Poem #3

The ocean looks plaid today

Or at lest the lines of waves

Seem to be at right angles on to the other.

The total appearance looking like a sheet of slate

Rather that a woven length of fabric.

Airborne between Tokyo and Okinawa, February 15, 1984

Scroll #4 Poem #4

I can lay squares of silver leaf

like rice fields over washi.

I can make channels of water, of silver, run between stone walls

Their rhythms cascading in lines suddenly redirected by chance by a small stone,

A leaf or a small twig that simply happened to be on the water’s route.

I can make stencils of lines of water

And sprinkle on the dusts of silver and powders of micas

In the patterns of these water waves.

Walking in Kyoto I note that in the area south of the Silver Pavilion

Everything appears to be filled with green mosses and small ferns today.

Rain drops falling from the pines above

Make soft sounds

Delicate vines are in flower as are the azelias.

I watch the water running along channels on the walkways.

Kyoto, Japan, June 10, 1984

Scroll #5 Poem #1

It was 7 miles as the crow flies, from the rock islands of Pointe au Baril

Where my cabin was, to Georgian Bay.

I thought that I was seated at a table with my sketch book and writings,

Over looking the edge of the Bay

Which is along side of Lake Huron, but when the rain stopped, discovered that

Georgian Bay was 7 miles, as the crow flies, from my table.

Or hours by boat through relentless rock, endless rock islands

And passage ways through rock to arrive at the broad open reaches of

Georgian Bay.

These islands were of a huge scale, mounds of ancient rock often with trees

Blown eastward toward the solid land of Canada.

There is not much color here except green, greens, greys, blacks, blues

And the steel blue variations of skies in autumn over The Great Lakes.

I have an idea that the canoe route of Les Voyagers will by my

Great Lakes link to Montreal

And that these islands and the islands of The Inland Sea of Japan

May some how connect via the water.

Point au Baril, Ontario, Canada, September 1992

Scroll #5 Poem #2

My body moves along the skin of the earth

As my eye watches the activity of the atmosphere.

My works of art are recordings

Of the winds passage above the earth

The rains descending toward the surface

Waves crashing upon its edges

Or the water of rivers carving patterns in to the land.

I draw the air as it moves over the skin

As mist, fog, typhoon or as feathers

Which cause ripples to move over the surface of a still lake.

From The Japan Journals  1983

Scroll #5 Poem # 3

This land of rock was convoluted by time

These giant folds of granite were created in an ancient past

Then their tops were slowly worn off

The valleys in between were filled with the dust and the water of marshes.

South toward Toronto on the Trans Canadian Highway, September 12, 1992

Scroll #5 Poem #4

The morning of white silver dots of snow falling, passing between my window

And the green wall of arbor vine

Of cello, viola and horn, gentle on the radio, of time to pause with pen

And  morning coffee

To note the accomplishments of yesterday in the clarity of the early morning hour

To note the tiny vacant area in my heart

Surrounded by numerous tears and healing scar tissue

Webs of erratic repairs holding the little pains of emptiness.

Madison, Wisconsin, December 16, 1980